Monamorphosis: DONATIONS/FUNDRAISING for MEDICAL TREATMENT

Recently, when the majority of my Lyme-related medical bills were denied payment, I was encouraged by a friend to start a donation page to help pay for my treatments. There is a "Donate" link at the top of my blog where you can pay via paypal or credit card. Thank you for considering this. If you prefer to donate by check, please email me at monamorphosis@gmail.com. I was hesitant to start a fund for myself as my friends have already done SO much for me through the past 3 years. My parents are too proud to ask and yet they have spent over $200,000 on my medical bills over the past three years (much of it on credit cards) ALONE.

This has resulted in massive medical debt. The cost of my out of pocket medical bills because of IV and all peripheral Lyme treatment is roughly $4,000-7,000 per month. My doctor's appointments alone are $350-450 and that is 1-2 times per month. That doesn't count other doctor's visits, health insurance premiums, holistic healers, supplements (required for detoxifying all the toxins from the treatment), etc. I've got at least another 8 months with my picc line (IV) in. The treatments are helping me make GREAT progress finally, but we have no way to pay $50,000 or so in out of pocket medical costs that will soon be incurred. As you can read in the Great Lyme Controversy page, there is rarely if ever insurance coverage of IV meds over 28 days for late-stage Lyme patients. In fact, I have been battling my insurer for over 7 MONTHS trying to just get 28 days covered!

My parents have exhausted ALL possible financial all resources including their retirement accounts. It was a very upsetting and difficult day when my father came home to tell me he had to cash out much of his hard-earned retirement money. My parents even considered selling the house but they would unfortunately lose money in this housing market.

I've spent exhausting months calling Blue Shield, fighting them, appealing my insurance denial of numerous medications, contacted other attorney friends for help, sent legal letters, even contacted national and local media outlets to do a story on the situation, but so far we are still in this position, and it has been an uphill battle and very overwhelming for a sick person to fight. All my energy goes into fighting these people but it should be spent on resting and getting well.

I know the economy is not in the best of shape. I do not ask you to give if you cannot. If you do have some resources, anything, even a small amount, and you want to and can give, I will be forever grateful. I never wanted it to come to this point where I had to ask for financial help. I thought this chapter of my life would be over by now, but unfortunately I was given a very long hard battle to fight on all fronts. I suppose it will just make me even more grateful for the other side of all of this.

It takes a lot of swallowing pride to ask for help. But it is the system that failed us (the medical system, health insurance system, etc.), and continues to fail so many other chronically ill people, not just Lyme patients. All of us have exhausted every possible option. It is unfortunate that the health insurance industry has failed so many people. I have already promised myself I will give free legal representation to as many sick people that I can in similar situations (once I am healthy again) and fight their legal battles for them so they can heal.

Because I am an individual, donations towards my medical treatment are unfortunately not tax-deductible. I have approached many non-profits for fiscal sponsorship (where they can accept donations on my behalf) but non-profits will not sponsor individuals (only projects). Again, thank you for taking the time to read this and THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart, for any help you can provide.

"At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us." ~Albert Schweitzer

DEFINITIONS

Late-Stage Lyme Disease: An infectious bacterial tick borne disease that is transmitted through the bite of a tick, though many doctors believe it may now be transmitted through some infected fleas and mosquitoes. When first bitten, if a person develops a bulls-eye rash and is aware that they have been infected, the disease is easily treated with antibiotics. However, only 40-60% of patients develop the classic bulls-eye rash, called Erythema Migrans. Additionally, the rash is often invisible in people with darker skin, like me. When the tick bite is missed and a person goes months or even years without knowing that they have been infected, the disease enters its late disseminated stages, infecting many if not all systems of the body – limbic, neurological, physical, nervous, psychiatric, cardiac, and the list goes on. At this point, it is excruciatingly difficult, painful, and expensive to treat (note most Lyme treatment is not covered by insurance and highly controversial). Years of antimicrobials and complicated treatment plans (including many holistic methods of healing) are necessary to heal a late stage Lyme patient.

Herxheimer reaction ("Herx"): definition should be "torture." Can be used as a noun or verb as in "I herxed so bad I felt like I was run over by a truck and then dragged by a pack of wolves through hot dry sand." Scientifically speaking, a herxheimer reaction is what occurs during the treatment of Lyme disease and its co-infections. The common misconception is that when a patient is treated with meds, it should be all uphill from there. Medication should make you feel better, right? Very wrong. When spirochetal bacteria (like Lyme) is killed off, it releases a massive load of toxins in the body. These toxins are "neurotoxins" and "endotoxins", which putting it simply means that it is a toxin to the brain and the patients' organs. Typically the death of these bacteria and the associated release of endotoxins occurs faster than the body can remove the toxins via the natural detoxification process (hence the need for tons of detox supplements, herbs, and strict diet). Herxing can cause a whole host of symptoms, ranging from seizures, migraines, excruciating pain, dizziness, relentless hours of crying, anxiety, heart rate issues, pain, inability to breathe, insomnia, episodes of rage, confusion, memory loss, and much, much more. This, therefore makes Lyme treatment grueling, and very similar to cancer treatment with chemotherapy.

Co-infection: another Lyme-like infection transmitted by the tick that is tantamount to having another Lyme Disease, often with worse presenting symptoms for certain patients (like me). Because the late-stage Lyme patient (almost all of us have co-infections) has been so ill for years, the immune system is more compromised and unable to handle all three diseases (though they are all blanketed under one disease, Lyme). Treatment is also very complicated because the doctor has to be sure to address each co-infection and Lyme and do so in a very delicate balance so as not to Herx the crap out of the patient and on the flipside, to make sure Lyme or co-infection are treated aggressively enough so as not to experience a relapse or flare of symptoms. I have experienced both of these unpleasantries and let me just tell you, they are frickin' miserable.

Babesia: a co-infection of Lyme. Babesia is my worst co-infection, hardest to eradicate in the co-infection world (IMO), causing horrible vertigo, dizziness, crippling depression, sweats, nightmares, fevers, fatigue, air hunger (inability to breathe; that’s why I have an oxygen tank and take beta-blockers), heart palpitations/chest pain that make you think you're having a heart attack, severe cognitive impairments, and neurological difficulties.

Bartonella: another co-infection characterized by migraines, confusion, joint and muscle pain, spaciness, feeling disconnected from your body, cognitive impairments, bone-breaking chills, numbness and tingling in extremities, fatigue, depression, extreme agitation and anxiety. Note that all these symptoms overlap to some degree with each co-infection and with Lyme so it’s often difficult to determine what is the cause of what symptom and sometimes many infections are the culprit. My first 3 months of Bartonella treatment, I became so confused the first 2 weeks that I got LOST in a grocery store (no joke), and put the scissors in the freezer by accident. I also called people and forgot I was calling them and walked away from my dialing phone several times to come back and find someone talking. Truth is stranger than fiction.

LLMD: a Lyme-literate medical doctor. Lyme patients love them. We Lyme patients are very educated about our disease - we have to be; so few doctors know about the severity of late-stage Lyme, most have no idea what a ‘co-infection’ is when I tell them, and most don’t know how to diagnose or treat it. I had a doctor ask me if Lyme was hereditary!!!! wtf? There are so few LLMDs for the huge number of us and on average, most late-stage Lyme patients see 9-15 doctors (over a period of years) before they get properly diagnosed. Seeing a regular infectious disease doc would be suicide - he/she would put you on 28 days of drugs and if you were sick after that, tell you that you have chronic fatigue or what IDSA docs notoriously refer to as "post-Lyme fatigue." Ha! I was on an 8 month-wait list for my last LLMD, and flew to DC every 3 weeks to see him - one of the best LLMDs on the East Coast. Not to mention he costs a small fortune because no LLMDs can take insurance. This disease is a huge political controversy and I explain in detail in one of my posts, entitled: "The Great Lyme Controversy." The controversy is so great, in fact, that the Connecticut Attorney General brought an antitrust investigation against the IDSA (the enemy who writes insurance guidelines for treating Lyme and works with the CDC). The investigation “uncovered serious flaws in the IDSA’s process for writing its 2006 Lyme disease guidelines….The IDSA guidelines have sweeping and significant impacts on Lyme disease medical care. They are commonly applied by insurance companies in restricting coverage for long-term antibiotic treatment or other medical care and also strongly influence physician treatment decisions. Insurance companies have denied coverage for long-term antibiotic treatment relying on these guidelines as justification….My office uncovered undisclosed financial interests held by several of the most powerful IDSA panelists. The IDSA's guideline panel improperly ignored or minimized consideration of alternative medical opinion and evidence regarding chronic Lyme disease, potentially raising serious questions about whether the recommendations reflected all relevant science.” See http://www.ct.gov/ag/cwp/view.asp?a=2795&q=414284.

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